I still can't believe it... Still can't believe how much I love you.. Still can't believe that you love me! Its just incredible the way things اذهب. . .
Today I was thinking do much about you and I kept pinching myself because I can't believe its true! You're everything I've always wanted and more! Though I was going through old mails and I came to this forward mail and it was about picking the right partner and I know I got the perfect one in you but one part scared me a bit and made me feel a bit uneasy... It said something on the lines of "two people my love each other without question before marriage but after reality kicks in and that's when they realise that its no as easy as it felt before"...
This stemmed from last night; you know when I became silent and said I didn't wana talk about it? Yeah well it was worry that what if we perfect together and we fit together but when you have to give up like your life in durban for me then what if that backfires??? I know its a silly thing but I'm serious! I love you and I want to be with you but that's the reality and we have to face it at some point...
And another aspect is I feel I've been a bit selfish in telling you so much about me like I'm going to do this and I wana اذهب here and I never thought about what it is you want... Soo I said I'd ask you what do you want? What are your fears? What have you thought!
I wana be with you, I really do! But I just wana be sure that you've thought about it and you sure that I'm what you want! I dunno what it is but I guess its me not believing that you love me or that you wana be with me because it seems so surreal!
I sincerely hope I can keep you happy always as I have recently; I don't ever wana let you down NOR ever EVER make you cry and I'm prepared to sacrifice a lot to make that happen and make you happy! You've become such a big part of me in such a short space of time and its not because you dress like this or look like that but its because you are you, you're my best friend and you the only person I can speak to about anything, the only one who'll never judge me and the only one that will guide me and won't be afraid to say "Hey listen I think you wrong" but won't look down on me! And the bonus of all which really just amazes me about you is that I have all the above yet also someone who shares my ambitions, shares my views and opinions.. I've never had that and that isn't easy to find... I love you the way you are and I don't want you to ever change please! Unless its for the better of the deen and being a better muslim else please don't! I don't need a lot... I said I'd tell you when I get to durban and I will... But its not a lot because a lot of it you already are but as you are whether I get that or not I'll have more than enough to take me through the rest of my life...
Just be you and I'll always be happy and not just happy, more than that! I wana be with you and grow with you in everyday be it spiritually; physically and mentally... And I know a life with you will help me be the best I can be because you bring that out of me!
I Love You Nadia... More than you'll ever know, and not because I can but because I really do and I want to; how much is beyond my control but I'll tell you it just never declines and I don't think it ever will because each day you give me more reason to want to love you and be with you...
MwwwwaH!
Today I was thinking do much about you and I kept pinching myself because I can't believe its true! You're everything I've always wanted and more! Though I was going through old mails and I came to this forward mail and it was about picking the right partner and I know I got the perfect one in you but one part scared me a bit and made me feel a bit uneasy... It said something on the lines of "two people my love each other without question before marriage but after reality kicks in and that's when they realise that its no as easy as it felt before"...
This stemmed from last night; you know when I became silent and said I didn't wana talk about it? Yeah well it was worry that what if we perfect together and we fit together but when you have to give up like your life in durban for me then what if that backfires??? I know its a silly thing but I'm serious! I love you and I want to be with you but that's the reality and we have to face it at some point...
And another aspect is I feel I've been a bit selfish in telling you so much about me like I'm going to do this and I wana اذهب here and I never thought about what it is you want... Soo I said I'd ask you what do you want? What are your fears? What have you thought!
I wana be with you, I really do! But I just wana be sure that you've thought about it and you sure that I'm what you want! I dunno what it is but I guess its me not believing that you love me or that you wana be with me because it seems so surreal!
I sincerely hope I can keep you happy always as I have recently; I don't ever wana let you down NOR ever EVER make you cry and I'm prepared to sacrifice a lot to make that happen and make you happy! You've become such a big part of me in such a short space of time and its not because you dress like this or look like that but its because you are you, you're my best friend and you the only person I can speak to about anything, the only one who'll never judge me and the only one that will guide me and won't be afraid to say "Hey listen I think you wrong" but won't look down on me! And the bonus of all which really just amazes me about you is that I have all the above yet also someone who shares my ambitions, shares my views and opinions.. I've never had that and that isn't easy to find... I love you the way you are and I don't want you to ever change please! Unless its for the better of the deen and being a better muslim else please don't! I don't need a lot... I said I'd tell you when I get to durban and I will... But its not a lot because a lot of it you already are but as you are whether I get that or not I'll have more than enough to take me through the rest of my life...
Just be you and I'll always be happy and not just happy, more than that! I wana be with you and grow with you in everyday be it spiritually; physically and mentally... And I know a life with you will help me be the best I can be because you bring that out of me!
I Love You Nadia... More than you'll ever know, and not because I can but because I really do and I want to; how much is beyond my control but I'll tell you it just never declines and I don't think it ever will because each day you give me more reason to want to love you and be with you...
MwwwwaH!
My favourite messages from zah
I love you more than anything! You're my everything and after this weekend I know especially after seeing how patient you are when I'm not myself and how hard you try to take care of me! I love that so much about you that you care firstly but also that caring means so much to you! I can't wait to marry you because I know you will be thee very best wife anyone can have 😊
Thanks for the lovely messages! You're the best ever and I love you so very very much!!!! Missing you like you cannot believe!!!
But love you so much
Thank you so much for just being you
May الله reward you abundantly and I know he sent me you as a blessing and that's what you are
Awwww you are too sweet and too cute!!! Love you so much man 😘
Miss having you around and miss beig around you
I just really love you and don't want you to worry bout a thing because if all else fails you have meAnd I hope to never let you down ان شاء الله
I missss you also man! Evidently though not as much as you missing my 😄
Really love you hey Nadu bear
Can't wait to marry you and live with you
I think we make a good team
ان شاء الله we'll be good together always
Everything! I think we see eye to eye on most things and where we differ we just good at reaching a consensus which is important like there's never a war and that's what iLove most about you
And I really can't wait to marry you and be with you because in my heart I know you're the one person who'll always be there no matter what... You really are everything to me and in such a short space of time you've become everything I need and I really pray we together for a long and prosperous life together in this world and in the hereafter as well... Love you Nadu bear!
I love you more than anything! You're my everything and after this weekend I know especially after seeing how patient you are when I'm not myself and how hard you try to take care of me! I love that so much about you that you care firstly but also that caring means so much to you! I can't wait to marry you because I know you will be thee very best wife anyone can have 😊
Thanks for the lovely messages! You're the best ever and I love you so very very much!!!! Missing you like you cannot believe!!!
But love you so much
Thank you so much for just being you
May الله reward you abundantly and I know he sent me you as a blessing and that's what you are
Awwww you are too sweet and too cute!!! Love you so much man 😘
Miss having you around and miss beig around you
I just really love you and don't want you to worry bout a thing because if all else fails you have meAnd I hope to never let you down ان شاء الله
I missss you also man! Evidently though not as much as you missing my 😄
Really love you hey Nadu bear
Can't wait to marry you and live with you
I think we make a good team
ان شاء الله we'll be good together always
Everything! I think we see eye to eye on most things and where we differ we just good at reaching a consensus which is important like there's never a war and that's what iLove most about you
And I really can't wait to marry you and be with you because in my heart I know you're the one person who'll always be there no matter what... You really are everything to me and in such a short space of time you've become everything I need and I really pray we together for a long and prosperous life together in this world and in the hereafter as well... Love you Nadu bear!